“life will be better in spring”

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It was SUPER-FUN sia !
Honestly some stuff were boring luh but fun oi !

1st day : Came , put bags,ate breakfast then dnt rmbr anything much xcept the water games and the trip to marina barrage .
IT was SOOO beautiful sia !!!!!
I totally want my wedding there .
If possible of course...
There was a water playground,a cafe,some waterworks and a really beautiful sky with lots of ppl flying kites. I loved that night. First I went with Nadiah and we like,walked and walk...Then I went to Naziah and we talked. Then she asked Delance to go and eat and they went to a cafe with Sharom,Indah,themselves,Lucille and me.
Eh,damn expensive sia..
I bought a piece of Chocolate indulgence ; $5.80 and a sprite ; $2.10..
Expensive right ?!?!?!?!?
Lucille lend me $7.90 and imma pay her back when sch opens..
Got a new goal this time when sch re-opens .
Study and study and study and remain in 'E2 class the following years.

Anyways,when we got back frm Marina Barrage,there was this thing called confidence walk where you had to walk totally alone in the dark by yourself to a place.This place was the art room.Then the Sec 1's had to go first.I was like,damn freaking scared uh cos there wasnt a moon in sight and it was damn freaking dark! We'e not allowed to run and there was a paticular route we had to take. We hd to chose between 1-8 and I chose 6,seeing as my family is gonna be from 5 to 6 in abt a week's time.
I was like,okayyyyy..I can uhm,do this..Then I heard Nadiah said that Faith needed a partner and she's almost crying.Then I was like"Nadiah Nadiah,I want to go with her,Please ????Please please please ????Im scared too."Then she was like,okay okay okay . So we set off.
We had to walk from the canteen,to the general office,then the path behind the library,then to the drain beside the field,past the canteen then straight ahead to art room.The straigh path was super dark.
Me and Faith were confused lah,go art rm 1 or 2.So we stop at a spot,then I randomly shout,"Can someone guide us where we're supposed to go?" . Faith smirked and i smiled cos we werent expecting a reply,but then smeone,Roman, I guess said in those kind of low-pitch voice that freaks you out "Go to art room 2.."Me and faith looked at each other and she screamed then I screamed,just following suit and shocked that she screamed cos when the someone said that,I already knew it was Roman.I dnt knw hw I knw that tho..
Then we ran,when we did,I saw something a white top and black pants crouching down.Immediately I knew it was Roman.haha I thought to myself.In the middle of the pathway,someone,this time I knw again its Lucas,said in the same voice Roman used,saying stop running.
When the two guys said that,we were quite relieved cos its like,we know theres human around us.Human we know,our schoolmates..Then we walked to the art room and sat down in the dark.Me and faith talked and waited for the rest to come.Then one by one they came.When they did,me and faith realized we screamed quite loud cos the 2nd person who was quite far away from us could hear our screams..

Then we went to the tech room,where we bed and changed into ur sleeping clothes.We were allowed to wear fully home clothes,great right ?Then they watched a thailand movie that freaks all the cowards(okay fine I admit im one in this area).I tried watching it but the whole time,the sound effect scares me and I was hiding the screen from my face using my sleeping bag.It was no use what since it just freaks me further.So some of us went to the guy's room where there was no one and surfed YouTube.Then Lucas needed to sleep and the ppl who were in the rm with me,Yseult,Beitriss and Faith wanted to follow Faridah patrol the school.Then I was like,left alone and I felt akward there with Lucas sleeping.So I went back next door and just crept into my sleeping bag and slept.By then it was already abt 1.30am I think.I slept abt 2.
Then the next day,everyone woke up late.We were supposed to wake up at 6am,but we woke up at 7.40am.Hell right? We bathed and it took ages cos there were abt 15girls and 8 cubicles.Then we ate breakfast and did puppets which no one was very intrested in.Then had lunch,then polyshrink.
Then amazing race which was crapola!
Then after running arnd the sch like mad,we gathered at the parade square and played the water games Lucas had planned for us.SUPER FUN SIA!!!!!Thanks Lucas!!
We were playing the best game ever! We were in our groups(mine's Spain) then we like,had to war with each other using water bombs.We had to knock down each others castle.Then my team wanted to bomb Brazil I think.I forgot the country,only I remebered there was Roman & Gwen in it.Then we brought our ammo to their territory and we had 5minutes to knock their castle down.At first,I almost hit Roman and the castle,but again,I said almost.Then I turned back to take some more ammo and when I did,Roman,hit my back with one hard shot and the water bag burst!YES WITH MY BACK TURNED I SAW ROMAN THROWING IT !!! I DONT KNOW HOW EITHER !!! I was like "Ow!Shit Im dead".Then Ihadf to stand one side cos im 'dead' and cant fight anymore.Then Serene successfully knocked down their castle!Yay!Then we went back and decided we would just wait for teams to attack us cos we had not much ammo left.No team seem intrested and in the end,just one team fought us.Lucas's team,France.I ws proud of myself when Lucas,was trying to hit our castle down and I was in charge of defending the castle.But at the same time we couldnt get ourselves hit.You think its easy ? With bags being thrown everywhere and you're trying not to slip and fall?So anyways,Lucas had an ammo and he was aiming for me and the castle.So went he throw,I dnt knw how I did it but I dodged AND protect my castle at the same time.I was like,YEAH!!!In the end,the team with the most ammo and lives win.Which was nada.Everyone had no ammo left.Only lives.My team maintain and had 3!So to determine the winner,Lucas quickly set up an obstcle course.First,we had to turn ourselves 10 times so we would get dizzy.Then we had to run to a red pail and dip our heads in.That was okay until Lucas 'made it more interesting' and asked Naziah to dip her feet in each pail and her feet were dirty cos I dnt think she wore a slipper and walked arnd.We all were like 'ew!'.After dipping our heads,we had to skip to the end,then ranback to the pail and ut the skipping rope back and dip our heads again.Then England won.Then we had 30mins to play whatever water we wanted.Fun sia!
Then wash up and back to puppets cos we dint finish.I bathed in the 3rd floor toilet with Faith,Yseult,Beitriss and Nadhirah.There were hoses,so yeah.It was kinda better actually.Then there was a BBQ.Food was nice luh.Dint taste the prawn tho.The chicken,hmm,i cant believe im saying this but Roman bbq-ed it bttr than Mr Sari.hahahahahahahahahahah.Then there was a confidence walk for the sec 4's which kinda failed cos they werent scared.Then its back to the room.There was no movie,no patrolling.Just watched a couple of videos and then mingle or sleep.A group of us had a night party.Naziah,Faridah,Indah,Sharom,Lyanna,Nabilah,Raudhah,Ira,Nisa,Nadiah,Lucille,Delance,Eva,Gwen & myself.We played whacko and I kena teruk sia!!!
Before ou start the whacko,we had to do a forfeit.I had to either dance or mimic someone.I tried mimicking Michal Jackson cos Gwen just randomly thought of it but unsuccessful.So they made me do a HULA DANCE (?!?!?!!)Cock up sia..then I was like,running like a mad woman cos they were saying the names so fast.Then Naziah kena.Then I dnt rmbr who hit me again and anthr prsn hit me again then that was when it was rel funny.I hit Naziah the 2nd time then she was like,tired.Then she forced me up to continue her turn.I was like,ohmg.My forfeit this time?I had to propose to Naziah.She was the guy and i was the girl. I was like,okay heres the convo..
M:Honey honey,...
N:*widens her eyes*im not a bee.
M:Fine,darling darling.We go get married okay?We go intercontinental Hotel..Or you want Marina Barrage?Okayu okay?Lets go!!!
N:I havent even agreed yet...
Then they laughed like hell.
Then played Bang!
In the end,its me and Gwen.She Bang me first and supposedly,she had a forfeit cos she was the winner.There was only one winner snd so many losers.Then I had to take her forfeit cos my standing was both a loser and a winner.I was ,huh?I had to go off the lights in the hall,yep we were in the hall,the grp of us.I was like,ohmg..Noooo....I cant even survive the Confidence Walk alone,now this?Roman did say that there was some 'stuff' at the backstage.I remebered the conversation btwn him and Nadiah.
N:eh,serious arh?The backstage got something?
R:*nods solemnly*
Silence .......
R:My shadow....
I heard their convo and I was like,What???okkkaaaayyyyy.....
But altho he was joking,you never knw right?
Anyways,I confessed I was scared then Delance said that fine,they're all gonna wait there for you.But when I got up the stage,I could already see ppl standing up..I already knew they're onna runaway so I braced myself and just stand in the dark for a split second before running down the stairs.When I was offingf the lights,there was a stampede.Everyne was like running.So I ran down the stairs,then I realized Naziah and someone,Delance I think,was waiting for me.Naziah was like'Thats lame.Its obvious sia you guys ran.She can hear right?'
Then it was already 2am,went back to bed...
3rd Day(today):Woke up at 8am.DIDNT bathe.Brushed teeth and washed face.Packed up.Down for breakfast.Treasure hunt.This treasure hunt,everyone ws in a relax mood.Me,Serene and Kai Lu was just slacking...
then prize-givig,Naziah won alot.Best female camper,most comedic,most sporting and one of the best masks.Then home,bathe,ate then ..
BAM !!! on my bed and slept 4 hours straight!Wow !
Wow..Long post..It was really memorable and i just wanna keep it inside my heart till i die...
People I got to knew:
Eva
Serene
Kai Lu
Lucas
Indah
Nisa
Nadiah
Delance
Ira
Yseult
Beitriss
Sharom
Lyanna
Raudhah
and a few others.
I really enjoyed my time.Thanks so much for organising a fantastic camp!
Oh,and hey we dint talk did we Roman?
I wanted to tho,just to get the akwardness out of the air and be normal schoolmates.But got no courage..Oh well..at least we have a non-verbal conversation every now and then!Haha,..See yah all when sch re-opens in a week!Ciao!
Eyka

Elo...
How bored I am tis hols,I cant describe...
Its either '
watching movies,playing com or sleeping..
havent got round to doing hmwk..
malas uhqks...
hahahahaha
why are human beings so cruel /
Why do they have to hurt my heart when its hurt enough alrdy ?
How I wish I cant turn everything and make everything perfect //
but its never possible..
Paul's cute..
He gave me a kiss//
hahahahaha
But I think hes attached.

S****** :
I asked for a break.
He had to give in..
Cos we both know,If you love someone,its only right youu let her/him be happy.
He's not coming back anymore for the next 3 years.
Then,he said that he'll probably stay there when the 3yrs end to cont. his studies.
I said okay..
Altho we promised to still keep in touch,both of us somehow felt that our friendship ended there...
He's getting more socialized now,and Im growing up.
We've had a good 2 1/2 years tghtr.
Its time to let go and move on.
'Thanks for the happiness Shaz..
Im sorry I had to do this.
But I dnt love you.
You're simply a brother to me.
I dnt knw if i'll regret letting you go.
Life's like this you know?
You get sth,be happy with it,make memories with it,then you find sth new and forget abt your previous one.
I hope you'll be happy there.
Get a girlfriend and start a new life.
Forget me.
We had good memories together.
Dont be afraid to let them go and make new ones.
I wont be angry.
I know you said I'll be in your heart forver,but dont.
Be happy and start a new life..
Make new memories and give your love to someone who deserves it better than me.
They'll be contented to have it.
Very contented...
I cant thank you engh for the love and memories.
If it is written in our destiny that we'll meet again,we will.
For now,its goodbye...'

Eyka