“life will be better in spring”

October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011


ARGH !!!
WTF !!
Sezairi won ?!
My vote for Sylvia went to waste !!
I voted !!
No worries Sylvia,you dint let me down....
YOu have and always will be my fave Female Sing Idol !
At least you broke the record by becoming the 1st ever Female Finalist in Singapore Idol !!!
You go Girl !!
Signing Out
Bells.....

HEy..
iym so damn bored now baby !!
Can sumone hellp me ?!
I can die from boredom !!
I just cant wait for 1st Jan & 4th Jan
Its New Year on the 1st and I report to my new sch on the 4th !! Seriously cnt wait !
Iyl go now..nothing much to sae...
Bye !
EyikaBeylla//FreakieAryie

Hey ho !!
i got posted to bedok green secondary school!
todae went there for registration and i loved the school baby !!
the uniforms not bad and I hate the shoes...
It MUST be black...*sigh
And when I saw the amount of books my parents bought,My jaw dropped to the concrete man !! SO MUCH !!
But iym determined to get good results,study harder and slim down..Those are my resolutions for 2010
I wish readers out there a great new year and hope tht 2010 is better thn 2009 in a god way..I wish you guys love,happiness,good luck and prosperity !!
Oh and one of my besties , Zee2 Psycho,is in the same school! we dont know the class yet but we know our house colours... Iym green which is Emerald
All the colours are named by Gems
Red is Ruby,Blue is Sapphire,Green is Emerald and Yellow is Topaz..
I ike mine...wel,iym gonna go now..In case i cant blog before New Year,Heres wishing everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year !! May your wishes soar and granted !!
EyikaBeylla//FreakieAryie

hey guyz...
just wanna post sumthing..
if u refer to my post before tis,its a msg for sumone....
N thts my ex-boyfriend...
yeah,he broke with me...but over the week,ive sorta come to terms with it..
i guess if sumthings nt urs,it cnt be right.....
N if we're destined to be together,i cnt help it..he doesnt love or like me 100% anywaes..n hes a playboy n a jerk n a fcuking bastard!!
I am nw juz going wth the flow...
I cnt wait to enter secondary school nxt year bt i miss my primary school too...
The memories are awaes gonna be in my heart...Thts where i ferst got my boyf,my best best best bestie,the experience was just priceless..n i gotta thank my friends,teachers n the skul for em'...I love u guys baby!
Bt iym meeting my bestie n sum other friends plus my mother tongue teaher for a treat @ swensens....Cnt wait babby!!!then me n my bestie decided to do sum window-shopping after tht...Its exactly one week frm now!!Really seriously cnt wait!!!
Iyll end off here...With a lil farewell message to my ex..
" We've come tis far and we've had loads of happy memories...But i guess we cn oni stay as frens....Bt wadever it is,ure my first love n will awaes be...I wont forget you baby....I cnt force u to come back to me so iym gonna let u go....I love you baby....Goodbye...."
Queen of Hearts

Hey guys..
I'm not posting about my life here..
This is a message to somebody...
" Everyday i think about you and the times when we were together....
The laughter we shared,and the jokes we had...
I miss those times...
I cant believe that we actually did it again just after about 1 week after patching up..
I am so sorry bout what happen..
I guess i have no right to put it...
Yeah,i asked you for it..You sayed yes out of symphathy i guess...
I knew that from the start..But i let it go ..because i wanted to be in a fantasy about you and me..
Even if it is only for a while..
I didnt care..
And on that night,I expressed my love for you..
Said 'I love you,' hugged you,anbd hold your hand..tightly,afraid to let you go..
It may have been 2 weeks since it happened..But the memories are still clear in my mind..The music,the lights..everything
And the way your face and reaction was when i did those things,is still clear in my mind...
And the picture....
When you asked to B----,
I was so devastated...Cant believe that you did it again..You broke my heart again...
I wanted to cry until there were no more tears inside of me...
But i couldn't.
I had to stay strong...
But i was bleeding inside...
I seem happy to you,but i was hurting inside..
I wanted you back so badly...
Now,I'm better,But that doesnt mean that i've let you go...
As the distance between the both of us are growing,the more i love you,the more i want you,the more i need you..
Please....Come back to me...."
Eka Lala Bella